Why My World Is So Complicated?

Why My World Is So Complicated?

I wake up early in the morning before the birds

Dressed to kill to impress my fellows and you know who else

I do my hair, look at myself in the mirror for ages

Until I feel now I am ready to race’em

My mom comes into my room so shocked

To find everything is upside down

Going to school walking like a peacock

In the hall,

Singing my favorite song to me and to all

During breaks I sit with my colleges

To talk about what’s been on TV

Gossip, fight, tease, laugh, and play

The fun is endless and love has got its own space

When the bell rings and the class starts

You see the seven wanders and more perhaps

Some send romantic letters and fold them like kites

Some gossip, giggle, do manicure

And what’s even worse when you see

two at the back rows

Playing soft ball with their own socks!

Miss spoiled pretends to faint

When she notices that the one she likes

 is winking to another face

All that begins once the teacher turns back

to write on the board

I feel so happy when I talk to the one I admire

He is handsome, awesome, and got it all

 We have fun together and feel blessed

But jealous girls declare to start the war

Pretend angels to get what they want

I comfort myself and say never mind

When they see me they tell me

You don’t deserve what you have

I reply and say thank you

for making me the center of your life

Every day I patiently wait for a text message

from him and read it twice and thrice all night

Always connected to facebook checking my profile

It seems foolish but I do it anyways

My parents are always nagging

You never study well! always daydreaming

Wasting time chatting with your friends

Hanging around, begging us to go on school trips

But when I get an A or B

They smile and hug me and yell  yuppie

Still wondering why they keep complain

They say what have you done to your beautiful hair?

your new haircut is like Rihanna’s 

Are you insane! You dress like crazy,

Dance like crazy! Uhh what happened

To our lovely daughter, is she under a spell?

I say no I’m still your daughter you’ve ever known

I am just trying to figure out my identity

Is it something wrong?

Daddy had the Beatles style

when he  was my age, remember?

and Mommy, you were so fond

of the fashion trends

when you were my age, remember?

They yell at me and accused undisciplined

Oh my Lord! Help me! What can I do?

I just fight for my right

And it always goes like that when I do so

Why my world is so complicated ?

When you are peopl’s fan

you feel like million dollars

but when I woke up that morning

And saw what I saw in the mirror

I began to scream

I got on my knees crying, sobbing

My parents came rushing

what’s the matter?

 I said I would never go to school again

Look what happened!

This acne ruined  my face

Oh! Somebody kill me please

Why my world is so complicated?

I imagine myself the hero

of every cartoon

Oscar, Sally, even Captain Majed

I watch movies, imitate my favorite celebrities

I sing karaoke although my voice is not that good

 I get the mike and hit it so I feel good

My parents as usual don’t like it

Telling me stop what you’re doing

Do you call that singing!

Why my world is so complicated ?

Disappointing world

All what I need is more independence

And less control

I’ m no longer a child

Am I asking for the impossible?

Mom, Dad! I apologize for the inconvenient

I want you to listen to me

Understand me

Let’s sit on the round table and be friends

Because I don’t want my world to be so complicated anymore